Mucus
2015-2019


Bastard

Petting the monsters in my closet like kitty cats
Hi mom I'm panromantic
Hi dad I'm paranoiac
A ghastly guest
Magic creature
Screaming when angels go down on me
Happens only in my dreams
Dandruff dentures
Diamond past
Paste of barbell sweat
Taste better than my woman juice
Or are you a man
An ancient convict
A criminal with glittering pants
A bastard I can't seduce
Holding the sun between your balls
Crushing cigarette butts on the wet pavement
When you cry
I should just scurry off to the sea

Bumblebees

I'll be the one waiting at the train station
With a broken umbrella
You'll wear a ton of mascara
Darker than the black diamonds
Encrusted on Jesus's cross
Russian roulette
Supernovae
Laundry token
Luxurious
Morning glory
Gorgeous body
All caught up in your lingerie
Tearing the wings of bumblebees
Just for the pleasure of being cruel

You are so awesome I love you so much

Buzzcut

Half-smoked cig on satan's skin
Baby angel got an evil grin
Big blue eyes leaking crystal drops
Mouth dripping from creamy sodapop
Heaven harlot
A bit lost in transition
Guilty pleasure
Facial surgery
Racial slur
Recovery
Tummy hurts so bad
Is that periods or a knife
Perhaps butterflies
Lil angel with a baseball cap
She licks the rim of my superstars
Adidas superstars black and white
Kiss my freshly shaved head
You're hella fine but you're pissing me off

Fishtank

fidgetting with my lighter
I quit smoking for the last time
wallow in mellow purgatory
soft strawberry
a bit rotten
ritual obsession
money maniac
electric fishtank with great white sharks
let's go back to chinatown
you're my sailor with a sailor cap
and literature runs in your veins
pure glamour
amour galore
all the beauty and all the gore

Gatorade

You're all sweet and nice but I prefer Gatorade
I got acne on my scalp when I shave my head
Your lips are the size of a continent
My lips are chapped and I smell like whisky
You got me crashing by your shore
Red is sour like urine and you liked my selfie
And when you don't want me I want you even more

Gold

shag me gently with a chainsaw
vodka-infused tenderness
I’ve got a shark phobia but I fucking love Nike
I would drink your bath water
become the smoke that you breathe
the butterflies you give me feed on my rotten insides
wrap me in your silver fur coat
I’m the corrupted God you’re waiting for
the dog waste at your door
I will seal your wounds with gold
chafe me so it reaches my soul
you’re divine and exquisite
you’re funny and you’re weird
and when you don’t want me I need you even more

Margarine

split lip margarine
you just woke up but you're still dreaming
lil swamp ghost
drinking red wine when you're alone
oatmeal and knitting patterns
rosemary and plastic flowers
you hate your body
bathroom selfie
and I'm dying my hair blue again

Mucus

spread your mucus on my belly
you're dynamite an avalanche of might
chasing butterflies harder than alcohol
I wish I was skeletal like the singers I'm dreaming of
exuberant and radiant
opulent and nebulous
I'm taking off my virgin marys
when you move on the webcam

Resurrection

Corny smell of burning palm tree
I'm convinced that Jesus loves me
But I believe in aliens too
You put your cap backwards and your rucksack on your back
You held me it killed me you're like a kick in the ballsack
Please let me be your trashy offering
Please let me be your slut and queen
And I don't give a damn if you won't be here for my coronation
Your drops of cum in my asscrack
Are more precious to me than my own resurrection

Roadkill

I shake my outter fleshy shell I'm shedding myself like a snake
You're putting on your diamond grillz
Roadkill
Crown
Please get well soon
A crow pass by
Cackling
Cracks on the cement
Soft paws on the pavement
Silent
Like the sound of mountain stream

Satellite

meek and dreamy jingly pearls
nipple piercing still hurts a bit
aloe vera drink
I ain't got a patron star
just a bright satellite saint
glittering like a million diamonds
I don't believe in fate
I don't believe in destiny
I believe in God and forest spirits
in girls’ thighs and boys with hoodies from the back

Toothpase

toothpaste fruit flies broken booze bottle
borrow money for firecrackers
to go see the fireflies
somewhere behind the tall towers
to lit a candle at the altar
to alter the endless bummer
of a never everlasting summer
with all the cracks in the cement
and the crass behind the fingernails
grass secretions
rocks collection
spit mixing with mouthful of honey
cunt as tight as my money
anchor your boner through my bloody baby
you're handsome bitterly funny
and your eyes spark like buttery glitter

Vaseline

violently euphoric
an exquisite delight
raspy soul
croacky voice
I like the raven blood pouring out of you
falling like a waterfall
staining my tshirt with your tears
on my way to the gas station
to buy you tea and vaseline
your lips are sex
but I prefer you from behind
get in my black car
show me your pink skin
I'm the white girl
in white clothes
that cuts herself with rolling paper
with her own words on it